Doing an all nighter .. yay πŸ˜’ 

I didn’t want to have to do this, I really wanted to get this all done but I keep getting stuck, like I don’t have a clue what to do. I’m ridiculously stressed which doesn’t help at all, and not just with college, life! Life is so stressful 😧. Always needing to do things/wanting to do things and with work, family and a boyfriend I feel like I don’t have a life especially with college, everything I do is college I hardly do anything else. I haven’t seen my friends in 2 months I haven’t seen my boyfriend properly in ages I always take my college work with me to see him and I’m doing that so that’s stressing us out! And with working nights at a bar on top of it all 😧 I feel like I don’t have a weekend to do my college work because of my job. But it need it. I don’t think I’m going to get into university either on top of everything else that’s stressing me out the most, I’m not 18 anymore I can’t just add another year onto my education, well I don’t want to, I don’t want to be 27 when I finish uni but looks like it’s going to be that way. 



So I didn’t know I couldn’t upload videos on here without a premium account so I’m going to upload it to my YouTube channel and link the video in a blog post later πŸ™‚ but now I’m going to go back up and do some more work. 



So I decided not to go into college today, only because I’m going to be hammering a lot and I don’t see the point in taking it all into college when everyone’s going to be getting annoyed with me anyway so I’m doing it in my dad’s shed. And I’ve recorded it so I’ll post that soon. Just having a little break now for lunch and to charge my phone back up then I’ll be back up in the shed.